because we are talking about war there is still tragedy and loss and darkness there and that’s okay and do you vets out there if you’re having one of those dark days it’s okay it’s it’s okay it’s okay to feel that darkness and it’s okay to remember it and miss it then Hagen and love it and it’s okay to wish it never happened and at the same time to wish it never stopped and it’s okay to want to take it all back and at the same time to want to do it all again in it and if you’ve got in your mind that that that you think that people don’t understand that’s okay they don’t what you do you know darkness you know evil but for it it back you know good light you know laughter and love better than anyone so embrace embrace that darkness own it the look away from it don’t bury it in booze or pills live your life embrace your life with with physical activity with nature and with jiu-jitsu and with Sun and with laughter and guitar and good memories and creativity and discipline discipline yourself so you can freeze phone into the future where there’s no more darkness no more but peace you
