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the jogan experience I admire people like you that no no alcohol no weed no nothing just discipline I admire that it it just it builds us to be a little stronger you know cuz man I been through so much [ __ ] in life and watched a lot of people go through stuff stuff that make them may take their life cuz it may be real crucial but when you get to getting to the point of where I am you deal with everything heed up it's like it ain't really much it ain't like it's a breeze or a cakewalk every time but for the most part we'd be like man it'll be all right I'll deal with it and you know that's what keep me going well I guess also if you get used to just dealing with [ __ ] then you get strong at dealing with [ __ ] whereas if you're just drowning it out all the time then that becomes a habit but it it's so crazy it's a it became even a bigger habit for me right uh I don't know how long ago it was when I got shot but when I got shot they ended up um they actually the crazy thing is they never they didn't do surgery or anything right I got shot it was so many people outside the hospital that they were like man we need to get him out of here cuz they they never seen nothing like that so they don't know if the people outside was against me or was for me they just never seen it so um long story short um left got [Music] home cleaned around and just got the bleed and to stop but um days later they tried to prescribe me medicine I think I took the medicine probably for the first five 6 days and then once I decided that I could make it through half a day without it I just like man [ __ ] it I'm just it can't get no worse than this you know what I'm saying it only get better so dealing with that that's just it it be it developed a habit of anything I do I just go at it about that way I don't know if you ever seen on on the on YouTube I took the bullet out myself Jesus yeah yeah but it's just where' you get shot I got shot directly in my back and um it shadowed my shoulder blade and spent to my uh shoulder so it sat there for like four or five years and it's so crazy right when you you hear people tell you the story there it is yeah so that's me taking it out so it was pushing out how long after you got shot
yeah about five it could have been like five years five years so the Bullet was still it was working its way out of your skin for five years wow dude that's crazy and went on and continue my day did you get it stitched up at least no really yeah but it it it h like it was supposed to man I what the fact that them not doing surgery on me when I got shot and it healed I that was a cakewalk at that point so why didn't they want to do surgery one I I don't know if for them not have I guess for how many people was there so fast and then them not being able to go in and know if it's somewhere that was damaging or or however you want to put the words but um that [ __ ] they were like man we got to get them up out of here and that was just the reality of it but the only bad thing is cuz they didn't move it and it was there it got tangled up in a lot of my um nerves and muscle so like if you ever pay attention to me like I can't lift my arm directly straight up or do a lot of different things cuz it was sitting in there for so many years that's got to piss you off cuz they could have just pulled that out right could definitely yeah definitely cuz it was it was so close to the edge cuz from the time I got shot till the time it came out you could always feel it so it was that close that's the thing about doctors like you get a really good doctor or you can get a doctor it's like [ __ ] leave it in there and it's and it's crazy right man cuz you I help a lot of kids in life and you watch some of these doctors they take a a personal liking and loving to these kids and you know just trying to figure out ways to help them or even some of the elders and then you got some people like [ __ ] ah it ain't going to work they ain't going to make it you know what I'm saying that's the [ __ ] up part about it yeah well I think some people get real calloused unfortunately I see a lot of people die and then they lose their feeling for it and other people never do that's the the best thing about great doctors is you just really appreciate them if someone who really cares you really appreciate them that that extra that extra let's try one more time sometimes can change everything as opposed that there's nothing else we can do yeah
especially when someone's got a bullet in their shoulder get it out of there man especially was right there like how far below the surface was it like when you first went in uh no so when I first went in it was literally it was just bulging like um if you could do it yeah so if you do this you could always always feel it so though like when you look at the video that was on YouTube by that point it broke the skin on its own cuz you know you'll hear stories like bullets going they'll push their way out or either yeah you'll hear the stories of during rain or cold weather that'll make you feel some way like that [ __ ] really for real