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The Joe Rogan Experience borderline like psychotic episode from your perspective you don't even understand what a drug is that to take you there's no frame of reference like first time I did ask that I was scared but I knew that I was about to be on a [ __ ] Journey you know what I'm saying that was the idea um when you're a kid and it comes out of nowhere so you accidentally take it and then it's just you're just in this state yeah and then you know now you know that's possible so you're always going to have this anxiety that at one point in time you might slip back into it that was the thing that I had always heard about acid too that scared me when I was a kid flashbacks yeah flashbacks you would tell you they would tell you bro it stays in your fat yeah the acid stays in your fat man and one day you're just [ __ ] driving down the road and the road becomes teardrops like what yeah man you have a flashback people died that way I was like it was like always the thing like if you take acid like maybe you'll never come back yeah I think I took so much acid one time the most asset I ever took when I was 19 years old maybe 18. um me and my buddy Dan Doherty we got a medicine dropper this [ __ ] hippie kid this [ __ ] real big known hippie in my town he's like dude I got acid and when when hallucinogens came to town in New York where I was at Rockland County New York when hallucinogens came around in the early 2000s late 90s you got them because they only came around once in a while there'd be like a [ __ ] hippie Festival Upstate and like people bring strips of acid down or they would have mushrooms but it was so rare so we when you would hear about somebody having it you'd [ __ ] drive we used to drive from Rockland County which is right outside of New York City this is Robert to Albany because there was a guy that would get it up there and we would [ __ ] pick it up when he had it he had it like twice a year um but this kid was like dude I have a you know liquid acid in an eye dropper where like we're like oh no way dude let's do it it was like three dollars a hit which was super cheap and then my buddy Dan I remember he did like two drops and I was like oh sweet dude he was like all right let me do another one anyway and I know I did too and then he
was like I want to do another one and then he went and I went holy [ __ ] dude I was like well I can't let you do that by yourself and I went God we give back to the guy and he looked how much was left in it he was like dude he was like don't pay me he was like you didn't get this from me and then he just walked away from us and then within 10 minutes dude within 10 you know as it takes like 45 minutes to come on 10 minutes I'm I'm talking about on another planet dude another [ __ ] planet just within five minutes of that I lose Dan Dan's running down the street like a lunatic let me see another planet like what are you experiencing um just extreme like um I mean like I don't even remember most of the trip but I remember I I saw a friend and that got in their car and the lights from the car it was like I was on a spaceship dude it was just like the music and I mean it was just like the hardest I've ever tripped by far and it's everything like the visuals The Sounds the feeling but such intense such an intense trip like scary it started becoming really scary sort of going down the road where you know everything is everything like I sort of that was my conclusion was like that life is death and death is life and you know sound is the same thing as a [ __ ] table right just being a [ __ ] lunatic and um I remember like starting to think about it kept on coming into my head to kill myself because I wanted as an experience that I can only experience once it was like just really scary [ __ ] thoughts and I tripped for two full days 48 hours straight didn't sleep just kept on tripping then I finally fell asleep and then the next morning I woke up and it was like I had taken a head of acid the next morning but it was normal enough that I was like so really for like three days I tripped and when you were tripping what did the world look like um there was just like the world I mean it's a great question it's a really great question I'm trying to remember what my perspective was and how the world looked I remember being at a Dunkin Donuts and just sitting there at the table and just [ __ ] thinking
about numbers a lot and just [ __ ] numbers yeah and everything was just [ __ ] brighter it wasn't dude it wasn't pleasurable at all it wasn't like are you thinking about numbers um I don't know I don't know I was just the numbers words like coming into my head and I was just repeating like fake math equations that I that weren't real how do you know they were maybe they were real I know we wrote those [ __ ] down what if you wrote those badges down and someone like Eric what are you doing here where did you learn this oh my God this is the solution then they run over to one of those [ __ ] Goodwill Hunting chalkboards imagine all right bro imagine if that's what ideas are when you're tripping what if you what if you're catching like an alien life form in in the in the it comes in the form of an idea