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the jurogan experience when you go back and you know i feel like if you think about like your your times playing football like your great times versus your great wins in in fighting like what what is more satisfying to you there's no drug there's no anything that you could do to repeat replicate the emotions and feelings after knocking the [ __ ] out and i'm not like talking about like teeth like getting on top and hitting them to the right pulls you all like one punch boom he's you know jello on the ground like you might have killed that guy there's no better feeling and i've won like uh when i played football we weren't playing the national championship i had a bit of a pretty big play at the end of the game that kind of sealed it but even that the last game of my college career doesn't equate to knocking out japan on the tall the way i did it just doesn't it's one on one it's you versus me and i just did that to you it's just and i've you know done quite a few drugs i've you know i had quite a few big moments yeah uh other side of the coin there's no [ __ ] lower feeling than getting your ass whooped uh in front of you know not only the crowd but the people on tv and uh you know so but i'll take a dude i'll [ __ ] run the risk of that versus the high you get after a knockout or a win uh and you know any day do you remember the feeling of like your first loss where you're like oh geez this is different yeah because my first loss was to uh machida and i feel like i beat machida i just so happened to fight him in brazil and i think that he thinks that he lost because you know before they read the scorecards his head's all low and he's you know kind of pounding and he's like oh winner by split decision machida and all of a sudden he thought wow but that was not a loss like a you know that was like not like thiago
santos loss it wasn't you know yeah um i think uh you could have won that fight yeah i remember that fight you could have won that fight i had his back and uh you know yeah i was in that fight but um i kind of liked or told myself anyways that i kind of liked pushing myself like i like the challenge you know and uh you know two fights later you know he's [ __ ] fighting for the championship and to be honest like i think that's kind of the fight that put me on the map even though it was a loss you know i think the people liked like these two big [ __ ] just stood in the middle and just swung on each other until one couldn't anymore and you know from the fans perspective i think they really like that so yeah it was definitely in bad a big fight but but it's not like a fight like a serious loss yeah uh roundtree was pretty devastating um just because like there's something about that day i was just like dude i don't wanna fight i do not wanna [ __ ] a fight i'm gonna do it anyways but don't really wanna be here right now what do you think that is i have no idea because i mean all the preparation all the training dude there's some fights like when i made my debut i had zero nerves and as soon as my feet touched the canvas and i felt like how grippy it is i was like dude he's dead this motherfucker's out of here i know he's i know i'm finna win but that roundtree fight in particular i was i remember walking to the cage like maybe someone puts a banana peel out here and that [ __ ] slip like oh dude i don't can we do this tomorrow is that the only time you've ever felt like that to that extreme yeah yeah yeah what do you think that was i don't know and i was really confident going into that fight because i didn't think that he could wrestle i was watching film i was like dude he's never like just flat like he's dropped a lot of people but that's he just dropped him like he never like knocked him unconscious i was like all right even if i do eat one i'll [ __ ] still be alive and be able to
fight and [ __ ] but i don't know dad i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed and i was like [ __ ] that's what you were talking about earlier when you're talking about khabib and usman and these guys that like every single time they're mentally there yeah that's probably one of the hardest parts of the sport got to be and these other fights were like hopping again this dude's ass and it's going to be held for him so i don't know what that is um if you wish i'm a sports psychologist yeah they all say different [ __ ] and you know one guy said just be happy to be here and i'm just like that's preposterous and i would just no dude i used to make fun of people like oh dude he's just happy to be here he's for sure if anything speed or whatever or don't worry about the outcome as i know dude i am worried about the [ __ ] outcome because that's half my money you know you lose a fight i could get cut yes the outcome absolutely matters stop talking to me