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the jurogan experience but this is another one of the really big realizations i had doing dmt so we should talk about that okay so since doing dmt which i did it two weeks ago i did it twice in two weeks i had this like overwhelming sense of like some people do dmt and then they start seeing people as npcs i've heard that talked about like they start seeing people it's like these are not real people with souls and like that's strange to me who said that i see it all the time people's like i've had friends that do it and they start seeing people as npcs based on what kind of trip they had like if they saw the elves or didn't if they just saw cool colors or didn't and for me wait a minute wait a minute so you're saying that if people have a dmt trip and they didn't see the elves and they think of that person who had that dmt trip as an and as like an npc like you don't have like a soul because you didn't really connect with like any beings you just saw pretty colors like a you got a very simple experience you know what i mean um but i had the opposite from after doing a dmt i see so much more humanity in everyone i'm around like i feel very changed after doing dmt it's a very profound experience and like i'm just noticing more things about people i'm being more aware of like their body language when they talk to me and it's i think it was a very positive thing doing dmt and my experience was the closest thing to a spiritual experience i've ever had because i've never been a person that's been terribly connected to like anything larger than me i'd never been religious never been spiritual and i'd say it was the closest to like a spiritual thing for me i think it is a spiritual thing i think it's an undeniably spiritual thing that's the thing about it is that it forces you to think about love and connection and then the bonds that people have with each other in a way that you don't get from anything else the the the the powerful experience of a transcendent psychedelic moment is uh it's not like anything else you
experience in life other than maybe like a near-death experience but you could argue that they're the same thing i know people that have had near-death experiences that swear that it was like a dmt trip i'm sure and there i think i don't think it's confirmed but people say that it's what happens when you legally die or medically die it's like you have a dmt trip and i could see that but it's not confirmed but there's a lot of in you know there's a lot of evidence that points to that i could see that and it in a way made me like less fearful of death because i was like if this is what happens at the end it's a great feeling yeah i'm okay with it going out like that like it's you just get this for me at least when i first was hitting it and then like you start to leave the planet i felt like this intense like set of rings going around my body like of just warmth and like happiness and love and then all of a sudden i'm like in space and um and i did see an elf which is what people call them what they look like um kind of like a court jester and it had like slinky long arms and it would and it sounds like crackhead [ __ ] if you've never done d.o.t no i don't know a lot of people have a shared like physical description of what these things look like one of my most profound experiences i there was a bunch of court jesters giving me the finger just flipping you off they're like [ __ ] you like i'm openly mocking me and i was like what killing your ego well i realize i take myself too seriously like as they were doing i was like i know what you're saying and they went like this like chill out that's it i like i got it like while they were doing i was like oh i get it i get it that's the thing is like they a common experience people who meet the elves or the gestures whatever you want to call them they have like something to like teach you so for me it was kind of similar to learning not to take myself seriously but it was more so don't take life so
[ __ ] seriously trust the process of life because i'm someone who even though i like to think i have my life pretty together i still worry about everything so much all the time i'm always stressed out and the elf was telling me like does everything have to be a fight blair is everything a war are you worried about everything like kind of clowning me a little bit literally cause it's kind of clownish like really is everything that serious yeah and i was like yeah i'll just chill out yeah it was like that simple it's like okay i'll chill it's it's good that you can grasp that and have that experience and learn from it because a lot of people can't and that's when they have bad trips because they try to fight it and they try to resist no i don't move important anything and then all of a sudden you're in this [ __ ] death spiral that was my mistake with shrooms i did shrooms um about a year ago it was actually when i was evacuating l.a because the riots went up with some friends in the mountains let's do shrimps and it was my first time doing it and the person who was supplying said shrooms basically gave me a huge plate like this big stacked it covered it in shrooms and said eat all of them which is very irresponsible for someone's first time i don't know i just know it was a plate covered show me the size of the plate give me an example oh my god so this is like a dinner plate like when you go to like roost chris and have a steak yes yes but it was shrooms and i have never done shrooms in my life i had no because until you do a psychedelic you have no concept of a psychedelic right like weed isn't anything close to it not even the same planet so i ate all of it we walked down to the water and then the whole world changed but the difference between shrooms and dmt is like to me with shrooms you're still on earth even though earth's heavily distorted and that's because you have your eyes open
and you're walking around that's true dmt you leave earth if you were in silent darkness if you were alone by yourself in the dark and you were laying down on mushrooms and you just closed your eyes it'd be very similar oh okay that makes sense to me yeah we were walking around and there's something about doing it like we were in this neighborhood in big bear with all these like cabins and like i was started getting so freaked out that everyone was just watching from their houses and it was me and five people um and so we're all tripping walking back to the cabin from the water holding hands walking slowly oh my god and i was like are people looking for people they probably are look at these freaks holding hands no yeah for sure and we were all like social media people or whatever we were like people are going to film this it's going to be on youtube tomorrow wow be fun yeah i would i wouldn't have been ashamed it's it's um not the best idea to do that publicly a lot of people wind up doing that they do it publicly and they trip balls and they walk around or to eat a whole [ __ ] plate yeah i should have had one little shroom that's a good way to start yeah a good way to start is like one and you get like a little feeling maybe like like a duogram you know nothing crazy before you want to get into like the three to five gram like yikes i think it's also very important to do it when you're maybe in a good place in life like i would never want to do it if i was in a bad place like when i did shrooms half of my trip was really really scary and really bad because i was in a bad mindset like l.a was on fire i was escaping i felt unsure about the world um right before we uh tripped it was like a news report like trump going into a bunker as protesters descended from the white house and i was like let me escape this i don't i don't think it's good to use it like as escapism shrooms did trump have to go to a bunker is that real i think they i think he denied it after that but i remember in dc when it was the riots happening and i think they moved trump to a safe place i'm sure he
would deny it but but when i did dmt um i did it very recently and i'm in like one of the best places of my life recently like i'm in a new city that i'm actually really enjoying even though it was a tough transition at first been through a couple of those um but i'm just very happy so i wasn't escaping anything i was like teach me what you have to teach me right yeah and then the second time it went even farther but it's um it's very bizarre that it's so there it's so easy to get to it's just 15 seconds away it's one of the most insane experiences that a human being could possibly encounter yeah it's if that was a if there was a thing that you could like a ride at disneyland it would be a mile long mile long line to get into that [ __ ] thing right everybody would be like i want to go on that ride right because it's so [ __ ] crazy yeah and just the fact that i don't know so i had a lot of resistance towards ever trying psychedelics for a while because i did grow up in a household where everyone was addicted to drugs and my brother was in prison for selling drugs and heroin and all that kind of [ __ ] right um so i was like i'm never gonna do a drug but then like i just see psychedelics a bit different it's not it's not meth it's not any of that [ __ ] they are very very very different yeah it's a whole different thing and like it's really hard to even articulate what the trip is with dmt specifically without ever doing it so like people were talking about the elves and i was like y'all are crackheads don't tell me about some [ __ ] hell i'm about to meet the problem with the term drug is it's all it's a blanket term that you could use for caffeine they use for nicotine use for alcohol yeah there's a lot of drugs yeah adrenaline's drug and while i'm sure it's possible i can't imagine after now doing dmt twice i can't imagine someone becoming like addicted to it oh i
wouldn't know about that i know a guy was a tattoo artist that was doing dmt every [ __ ] day multiple times a day and then finally the entities had to sit him down and go hey [ __ ] stop stop like you're gonna lose your grip on this world wow yeah they literally literally told him to stop doing it he said see it's such an intense experience for me that i couldn't imagine wanting that every day it's kind of like i did it and i'm good for a while this guy's an intense guy that's [ __ ] nuts he's a wild dude he's uh an artist who does uh biomech tattoos you know that biomech type of art you know what i'm talking about biomec see if you google like bio mech art my buddy has a sleeve done by this dude his um his art's incredible oh okay that makes sense but his is more like that like that exactly like that so it's like almost like alien that's cool yeah like that kind of [ __ ] that's that's a certain certain style of tattooing called biomech and this dude was [ __ ] he's well he is still elite at it that's a cool thing to specialize in that type of tattoo yeah that's a little different that's not quite that's more like it that's more like it that kind of it's all this weird sort of alien looking [ __ ] trippy i would imagine you have to be an intense guy to even know how to do that so yeah well it's also to specialize in that one particular style of art it's like his vision of life was like all [ __ ] up and distorted and twisted yeah one of the people i did dmt with wasn't told to like not do dmt anymore by the owls but was told like you know you don't have to come back anymore almost in a gentle way like we came out of our trips and the friend was like they told me i don't have to come back anymore i'm like how many times have you done it he's like nine i'm like maybe take a break then i've done it none i've done it more than that yeah yeah i think i haven't done it a couple years though so maybe i could get back in there and have a conversation but the like i said the last time i did it was probably the most intense and the most weird because when they were giving
me the finger but it was like it was i've never like but it's just i think sometimes what we what people do and what i've certainly done is you protect yourself from criticism or you protect yourself from your own analysis of your your correct and incorrect thoughts and actions by bullshitting yourself and one of the the ways that you realize if you're bullshitting yourself is like how do you react to satire how do you react to being mocked how do you react to people not taking you seriously do you go ah that's their prerogative good luck or do you go [ __ ] them i'm gonna [ __ ] make a response video oh right you know and the the aliens or the whatever they were the jesters and they all had the little bells the the little hats yeah it's so crazy they look like a little courtyard it's nuts they but they were going like this [ __ ] you and they were like openly mocking me and my initial response was hey and then i realized like oh and they were like ah that's it you got it i was like they're kind of sarcastic oh yeah well they know you're [ __ ] they know all of your nonsense they know all of your thoughts they know i mean whatever the [ __ ] they are whether they're a part of your consciousness or whether these are intelligent entities in another dimension that you're interacting with see that is what i've been questioning since doing this so i was told by a friend who's done dmt a lot that after you do dmt pay attention to the real world and if you believe that the elves are real beings that are independent of something created in your own brain due to the dmt they'll like send you a sign right and i was like again crackhead [ __ ] no i'm not gonna meet the elves in real life right right so one of the things in my first trip that they kept telling me was this is not the end this is not the end they kept telling me that because i think i was asking them like is this what happens when you die like what is this they said the phrase this is not the end multiple times directly after the trip we go to a restaurant
and i wasn't liking the inner like there's like a glow after you dmt that you kind of want to maintain and i didn't like the energy in the first restaurant so i was like let's leave went to another restaurant what was wrong with the energy the people were just weird i don't know it's like you create like a bubble when you do it with like friends and you're like i don't like what they might do to our bubble so then we go to another restaurant and there's a huge sign that just says this is not the end on the thing and i'm like whoa what and then i looked at my friend who told me to look for signs and he's like i told you whoa so i'm like i mean i'm not saying that i think that they really are beings i'm going back and forth between that you