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hello freak [ __ ] well you there's some guys that just get trapped in a Persona we were just talking about emo Phillips the other night cuz emo Phillips is apparently back to his Persona he let it go for a long time and he just started just being a guy on stage talking about [ __ ] apparently the the people weren't into that and so he's like all right give the people what they want that's the story I tell about this by the way I should just clarify this is is what I've heard I haven't seen him but this is like um you know Robin was uh will was my best pal and and uh he got me a job on on a Snickers commercial and I needed bread and he was so nice he's like oh you know you know so I want you to use my friend you know Bobcat you know he's got to be in it you know and they're like and they're like you know he actually put their feet on the fire and they had to hire me and then he goes he's like don't take the first money just wait you know tell him no so I tell him no and then they came back with more money you know I mean he was great right right so then he calls up and goes you know they're going to want you to do the voice are you okay doing the voice and I go for the amount of money Snickers is paying I will [ __ ] a Snickers behind camera by the way I should say it's a really good candy bar it's my all-time favorite yeah you know I I said I was going to go but there's something I will will address a little bit and talk about you know Robin had um his his Corner report came out um and he had Louis body dementia and that is a it's a form of dementia that is very rarely ever discovered when someone's alive it's usually discovered in their their uh autopsy so he had this form of dementia I I witnessed it it was missed uh diagnoses Parkinson's oh and I I witnessed this I witnessed his processing reality completely different than the way everybody else does what causes it it's um I'm not sure if it's a gene or what but I mean his sadly his brain was riddled with this and so when I think about that I think about how strong he was you know you would have like some days you'd have a lot of days where he was doing kind of OCD stuff and and and and processing things incorrectly but then you'd have a day where he was back so you'd go oh well maybe it's just had
a bad day or or no maybe it's the part son's drugs and they've got to get those dialed in you know he had he was going to doctors he was in therapy he was doing and it just the only reason I talk about that is is his brain was giving him misinformation complete misinformation and I don't if some and people die from depression and uh and my heart goes out to them but that's not what killed him he he he really was getting misinformation from his own brain and was suffering from this disease so I just put that out there because I folks know that we're friends and they're they'll ask me about it and and and I would like a spotlight put on the disease that actually in my mind was what was responsible for his demise cuz you know a lot of people it's like did you ever talk about suicide I go we Comics we talked about suicide for 33 years you know sometimes we talk about other [ __ ] you know it's like hey congratulations on the oh thank you how would you do it I don't I think a car I think a car you know but I just say that because he fought you know that's what we do I don't know about you but comic that's what we do we fight depression things don't add up it doesn't this world doesn't seem right and we go out and we spew about it and I feel better on a selfish level I don't really give a rat's ass on the CR you know I I vent and I feel better and and and he fought it and that wasn't it wasn't depression it wasn't career it wasn't you know he'd been sober most of his adult life you know so so it's very disturbing to me that a lot of people were trying to attribute all sorts of reasons for why he did it and even there was a lot of like um men's rights groups that were attributing it to uh his divorce settlements oh brother yeah there was a whole thing where this guy was uh doing this video where and I I even talked to him about it it's it's it's it's it's he he had uh a disease he had a disease that caused dementia that I witnessed I didn't have anybody I talked to more you know I talked to him and text and every day I didn't have a bu that I talked him more so trust me it it it wasn't a divorce right it was it
wasn't his family it wasn't it we have the same agent so like when this guy was saying this one of the reason why it pissed me off off cuz this guy was saying that you know he's in financial ruins like no he wasn't no he was wealthy yeah yeah and also it's it's a it's yeah I mean no one wants to um because we as human beings we're trying to make sense of of of of one why that happened and why that happened in my opinion which is right was his brain was getting Who would know more than you was his brain was getting uh misinformation and he was processing reality completely wrong I mean I I won't go into details but I did witness him thinking things that weren't real were happening and to me in the middle of the night and that's the other thing like people say oh he wasn't in the same bedroom as his wife it's like yeah because he was having seizures and he didn't like to wake her up oh God it's not a question of somebody not getting along I I didn't mean to get so personal I don't mean and I don't mean to talk about about his his uh that's okay his home life because you know Susan's a wonderful girl and and and it's just sad you know yeah no it's awful that's the one of the scariest things is um talking to someone who's whether it's a loved one a father mother that's losing their grip and I think people were they were courteous to a point but I don't think they they take his his kids into consideration and friends and people worked with them for all these years and I guess I can't expect them to you know I mean I'm sure I've taken shots at people when they pass away but it's just it's like people would come up and they go did you hear what did you hear what rush limbo said and they' be like I don't care what R says I'm dealing with people who dealt with him on a daily basis let me ask you this what is it what is this impulse that people have to denigrate people right after they die it's almost like everyone else is everyone else is talking about them like I saw a lot of that with Prince when it was revealed that Prince was suffering through opiate addic addiction yeah and I was like there was like even Jean Simmons said some crazy [ __ ] and he had an apologize and I'd seen some other people say it too but
what it's almost like it's a a contrarian thing like everyone else is saying oh my God we lost his genius well you get heat from it mhm and I'm sure in jeene Simmons's you know I'm sure there's a jealousy thing but you say I look I used to say outrageous things about people and and this bomb would go off and I would get I would get some heat and I would get some buzz you know right um and I stopped doing that I made a decision I you know realizing that these weren't just uh harmless things I was saying right right right you just yeah I think yeah you know it was yeah because there a lot of that when Kirk o Baine died too right yeah but you know and that's the I wasn't best these with Kurt but I did know him I toured with Nirvana Kurt liked my standup and asked me to go on the road with them I did a bunch of dates yeah we talked about it but but I I I mean it wasn't like the situation with Rob but but I did have times in my life where I spent hours with Kurt with no one else sitting around talking and laughing you know um I don't know why we want to do that I think I think I I think we try to make sense of it I think we trying to make sense of it I think I think that's where a lot of conspiracies come from I think when when someone who's in our mind reached the American dream and then they die or look or or take their life or overdose we have to say well they had it all and that's what we believe is the ultimate fulfillment and happiness you know the America is the People's Republic a spring break you know where no one's pursuing fulfillment everyone's pursuing happiness you know there's two different things I'm really fulfilled am I happy am I laughing all day am I no but you're happy sometimes I'm happy a lot of the times never you like if I didn't know that you're this Nuance guy that's very thoughtful and you have a lot of opinions and you're always considering all of if I just took like if I tried to form a view of you based on you and I talking we're always laughing yeah I would say bobcat so jolly every time I talk to him it's like laughs and hugs and but it is true and it's and it's uh uh cuz we never see each other before noon first of all but it's a it's a it's a daily reprieve it's a daily decision you know I get up the squirrels are up before I
do and I and I beat them down and then it turns and when I'm directing on a set I'm like I can react in fear or I can just sit here for a second or two and it always usually works out very rarely do I have to say no man this is you just sit there I I think so much of show business is everything's based on fear and people thinking someone's going to say you screwed up or you didn't do it right or you didn't get extra takes and all that stuff but man my job is really not to to freak out I'm really happy right now [Applause] [Music] together [Music]